Perfect Chaos (Unyielding #1) by Nashoda Rose (Military/Adult Fiction)
I lie to survive. 
Have since I was sixteen and my world fell into chaos. But I found a way to endure, or rather it found me. Now I’m a prisoner of my own doing, hiding behind a false mask so no one sees the truth. Not even the man I want but can’t have—Deck. But I messed up and the lies are spilling over, out of control.
Deck is unrelenting and will settle for nothing less than the truth. He demands everything from me—EVERYTHING—even if it rips me apart.
DECK
I kill for a living.
Unyielding—It’s how I survive in my line of work. I bend people to my will…except Georgie.
But that ends now.
I’ve played her game for far too long. Now I think it’s time we play mine.
Read Along (Spoiler Alert)
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He stopped by the bed and looked down at me. I felt the tension; it was as if a cold veil had descended over him. He picked up his jeans and slid them on. “Your back okay?” “It’s fine, Deck. They were minor cuts, not a big deal.” Kai was insistent on making sure they were minor, unlike Tanner’s that first year. His brows drew lower over his eyes. I didn’t think he liked that answer. He didn’t say anything for a few seconds and then he said, “You’re telling me fuckin’ everything.”
strange first time. Where is the intense feeling from the previous pages ?? It was the first time they were together … Missed a lot of feeling!!
Visible:
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“Have you told her what you’ve been doing overseas for the last few months?”
Where there even other girls ?hat would be low because he didn’t want her to have other men… I am curious if it will be mentioned in this book …
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“What’s overseas?” The men were quiet and Tyler wouldn’t even look at me. “Get her out of here,” Deck ordered Vic.
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“You’re my rainbow. The brilliant colors of you make me whole. Without your colors, I’m just a man living in the dark.” A tear slipped from my eye and he leaned forward and kissed it then drizzled sweet kisses down my cheek, across my nose and to my lips where he lingered.
what a bull
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then the wrapper of the condom,
Again… When is the relation steady …to go without, It sure is a mood killer! She’s his first and prob on pill,. Has he slept around so many times he doesn’t trust himself ?
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I felt it before he even said anything. The way his muscles tensed, how he held me tighter to him, how his heart picked up speed beneath our hands locked together. What I never expected were the words he spoke next. “Connor’s alive.”
Well done
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“What, Georgie?” I put my hands on my hips and tried to look fierce with no pants on and legs still shaking from the spectacular, amazingly hot sex against the wall. “Irresponsible. And plus, you’ve also been with other women. You should get checked before we have unprotected sex.” That sucked, but it was reality. I had no misconceptions that Deck had slept with plenty of women.
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“When I left you at my loft after you told me about Robbie.” I spent hours sitting in his hallway waiting for him to come back. Band-Aid. He’d had a Band-Aid on his arm and then he fucked me for the first time. “You pay enough, you can have your results within hours. And Georgie, I’d never fuck you without being checked. You should know that.”
still don’t know why it was ok for him to sleep around but she couldn’t ?????